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i dont mean to be super explicit with my thinking about him
i do imagine being able to be "over" him though
maybe be able to control his decisions a bit
i have these vivid thoughts about kissing him forcefully and i get upset with myself
mainly because i shouldnt be thinking of him that way
he probably doesnt like me the same anyway
i do imagine being able to be "over" him though
maybe be able to control his decisions a bit
i have these vivid thoughts about kissing him forcefully and i get upset with myself
mainly because i shouldnt be thinking of him that way
he probably doesnt like me the same anyway
